One forgotten password later. And everything has changed.
It’s a while longer than a year since the last time I wrote here. About two diaries later. Forgotten to practice my English and how to exercise my words. Even though I now work with writing and idiating. Funny how life changes. And now I’m moving into another time of change. Again. Oh, yet again.
I’ve been spending the past year in my home country. A while in my hometown and a while in a town someone dear to me once lived. Everything is different since the last time I lived here. About ten years different. Yet I only came to this realization a few months ago: we are adults now.
We’re the grownups. The people who are responsible for how the world is run. The people who are littering everywhere. Both in nature and our hearts. While I’m just loitering. Being slow like I got all the time in the world. But also like I never thought that I will be the oldest in my group one day. Freeing myself from all responsibilities. Just because I honestly didn’t think that I would make it this far. And now I’m here. All of a sudden in a position where younger people ask me for career advice. Where I’m the one paying for dinner. I suddenly know a bit more and have a few more years experience. And soon I won’t have people older than me who I can rely on. Soon I will be the oldest.
So yes, everything has change yet I’m the same. And the world will continue to spin and I will adapt. Just as humans do. Because we don’t know anything better.
